I CAN DO THIS!

there will come a time that you will be afraid of everything; you will be so fragile! but when that time comes...always keep in mind that only YOU can help your self! SO STAND UP! and let them see who you are! BE YOURSELF! DON'T CHANGE YOURSELF JUST BECAUSE OF THEM!

Saturday, 25 February 2012

DAY 8 of 100 DAYS PHOTO CHALLENGE

Day 08 - A picture of your most treasured item 






My most treasured item :D


My family :D

This is the thing that I love the most :D

They are people who I can run to whenever I have problems :D

And, if I have to find someone who really know me....it is them :D

They've been with me through the good and hard times :D

I am with them every time :D

That's why, they are my most treasured thing :D


Friday, 24 February 2012

I WILL BE :'D


-_-


CAN SOMEONE GIVE ME A HUG??? :'(


-----:/-----

Ano ang gagawin mo pag dumating ung araw na ang lahat ng pinaniniwalaan mo ay pawang mga kasinungalingan lang pala?
Ano ang mararamdaman mo kung malaman mong ang marami sa mga taong pinagkakatiwalaan mo ay walang tiwala sa'yo?
Ano ang gagawin mo sa oras na pakiramdam mo mag-isa ka lang?
Paano mo haharapin ang bawat araw ng may pag-aalinlangan?
Paano mo gugustuhing makasama ung mga taong may ibang tingin sa'yo?
Paano mo malalaman kung sino ung mga tunay mong kaibigan sa mga ganitong panahon?
Kanino ka sasandal?
Sino ang iiyakan mo?
Sino ung pwedeng mong takbuhan?
Magagawa mo pa kayang tumawa sa oras na nararanasan mo ito?
IKAW! anong gagawin mo?

Kasi ako hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko eh!
Naguguluhan ako!
Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko!
Gusto kong umiyak pero hindi pwede eh! Kasi once na makita nila akong umiiyak ay mas maiisip lang nila na mahina ako...
Anong bang mali sa akin?
Ano ba ung kasalanan ko?
Ano bang dapat kong baguhin?
Pasensiya na ah? 18 years na akong ganito pero ngayon ko lang to naranasan.
Ang sakit, Ang hirap!
Ayaw naman ata nila sa akin eh...kung ganun naman eh hindi na lang ako magpapakita sa kanila para walang gulo....para maging masaya sila...
Sa tingin ko nga eh totoo ung laging kong sinasabi na...kahit mawala ako ay walang maghahanap sa akin....
Kasi sino ba naman ako? Ngayon pa na alam ko na ang totoo!
Lalayo na lang ako.......
Para wala ng gulo....


Pero bago ako lumayo....gusto kong magpasalamat!
Salamat sa masasayang oras na kasama kayo!
Salamat sa mga tawanan!
Salamat sa mga biruan!
Salamat sa pagtuturo sa akin ng maraming bagay!
Salamat kasi naging andyan kayo kahit papaano (na hindi ko alam kung totoo o napipilitan lang kayo :'( )
Paalam na!
Sorry kung nakagulo lang ako sa buhay niyo!
Hayaan niyo 'di na ako babalik pa....

Maraming salamat at paalam na! :'(







DAY 7 of 100 DAYS PHOTO CHALLENGE

Day 07 - A picture that makes you laugh 



This is the photo that makes me laugh?
why?
It is pretty obvious XD hahaha!
I look like a fool in here :">
HAHAHA!!! it was my little sister's doings XD
lalala~ but then the picture was really funny :D


*I WILL NEVER DO IT AGAIN*

Wednesday, 22 February 2012

DAY 6 of 100 DAYS PHOTO CHALLENGE

Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day 



hmmm.......and hirap naman mag-isip para dito >.< lalala~ wala naman kasi akong gustong makapalit eh XD lalala~ masaya ako sa sarili ko XD as in wala talaga akong maisip...pasensiya na....ako na self-centered XD hahaha :D


DAY 5 of 100 DAYS PHOTO CHALLENGE

DAY 05 -  A Picture of  Your Favorite Memory

First of all, I want to say sorry for not being able to update this post yesterday :/ For unknown reasons we don't have an internet connection yesterday that's why I am not able to post anything >.< But now :D I will :D yehey :DDD




And this is the picture of my most favorite memory :D

It is a picture with my lovely UP-Baguio Friends :D

The people who taught me so much :D

The people who let me know more about myself and the world :)

And, the people who showed me the value of friendship :D

This picture was taken last PASIKLABAN 2009 on the UP-Baguio :D

It was really fun :D I really enjoyed that night :D

It is so fun :D I can still remember that even though the program has already ended we still played basketball on the court :D

I also had time to talk with Mervin that day :D and I am able to understand him :">

I really love that night :D

And, I also missed them so much :/

I wish that this night will be repeated :)



-*-WISHES-*-

Tuesday, 21 February 2012

MY FAIRY TALE :">



As we all know most of the girls wanted to have her own fairy tale :D her own prince that will make her happy and love her until the rest of her life :D
Just like them, I also want to have my own fairy tale  :D my own successful story :D my own story that will be loved by everyone who  will hear about it .
I am actually excited to know who is the man of my dreams :D the one who will tell me that I am worth it and he loves me so much :)
I want to know how will our story goes by :D and how happy we will be when the right time will come :D
I am not rushing!
I am just so curious when  will that thing happen :D  or how my prince will   let me feel so secured :)

I am actually dreaming of those moments :D
hahaha XD I feel so nostalgic for my prince xD
when will he come?
do I already know him?
I wish he will let me know as soon as possible :D because I want to cherish every second with him :D
I want to make every moment happy because I know that it is what he deserves :D

lalala~ dreams :D when will are going to come true?

(I'm sorry for being so addicted to fairy tales but I can't help it :D I envy those princesses who were able to find their prince :D when will I be able to find him?)

~LONGING AND EXCITED




DAY 4 of 100 DAYS PHOTO CHALLENGE

Day 04 - A picture of yourself and a family member


This is my picture with my 2 years old nephew :D

He is Sean Micheal Capin :D

I really loved this picture because it is the first picture I had with him. The truth is, I really don't have an idea that I already have another nephew :D because our family haven't visited our relatives for about 7 years :D that's why I'm so shocked and happy to know that I already have so many nephews and nieces :D

The day when this photo was taken was one of my most unforgettable day because it is the first time I tired to ride those "go carts" It was hard at first but it was really fun :D It is really worth it :D

I wish that this moment will be repeated :D

HAPPY :)))))))

DAY 3 of 100 DAYS PHOTO CHALLENGE

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show 



This is Ariel Lin of  "It started with a Kiss" I really love her character because it so radiant and it makes other people happy :D the story of the show was also so good :D it made me realize that there will be a guy who will always be there for you and will love all of you :D all of your flaws, your past, everything that is about you :D I also loved her courage because she will definitely do anything for the person she loves :D I really want to be that brave :D I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT HER AND I WANT TO BE LIKE HER :D

Sunday, 19 February 2012

DAY 2 of 100 DAYS PHOTO CHALLENGE

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest 





She is Rachelle Labong :D A high school classmate and one of the members of "The Paktorable Club". It is the name we had given to our group of friends inspired by ourstudent teacher who has a Bisaya accent :D It was really just a joke but then we realized that having this group was really fun :d we are able to found our long lost brother and sisters :D We found great company within us :D And, Rachelle was one of the best :D WE may fought about so many things, but I really love her. There are so many things that we are not the same but then it didn't matter at all because we know that friendship is so valuable to us :D I actually miss her :/ It's been a long time since we last saw each other! I just hope that we will be able to bond before I finish my studies :D I LOVE YOU RACHELLE :*

Friday, 17 February 2012

Someday There Will Be a Man

        There will be a time that we don't have to pretend to someone. We don't have to be afraid to show our true self. We don't have to get along with everybody else. We don't have to pretend that we like everybody. Every flaws, every pain. every sadness, every insecurities; will be gone once you met that one guy who will let you know that you were the most perfect person for him. Everything about you will be loved and will be enough! Because he loves you inside and out. We just have to wait for him :D And while waiting for him we must grow and treasure all the experience we had :D



Just a simple "Hi"


Kelan kaya ulit ung ganyan? Ung feeling ng masaya :D ung feeling na makita mo lang siya buo na araw mo :D Ung makita mog nakatingin siya sa'yo eh kikiligin ka na XD Ung moment na kinalausap ka niya eh matagal kang mag-iisip ng isasagot mo kasi ayaw mong mapahiya or may masabing hindi maganda :) Ung magpapansin ka pag andyan siya :D Ung tatawa ka ng malakas pag nagsabi siya ng joke :D Kelan ko kaya ulit mararamdaman un? NAKAKAMISS! nakakamiss ung pakiramdam na kinikilig ka :D nakakamiss ung may taong nagpapatibok ng puso mo :D haaaay!! basta mag-antay na lang ako sa pagdating niya :D

PS: Pwede bang bilisan mo na XD Excited na ako eh :P

DAY 1 of 100 DAYS PHOTO CHALLENGE

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts about you 




10 Facts About Me :D


10.     I love foods :D They are my SPECIAL SOMEONE! hahaha :D
9.       I am afraid of being alone.

8.       I don't know how to bike :/
7.       I am friendly but people thinks that I am snob.

6.       I am allergic on foods that has stench.
5.       I love listening to music.
4.       I'm not good in Filipino. I always get a low grade on it.
3.       I love adventures :D
2.       I am childish.
1.       I love you :)

:D 

Looking for fun :D

As I am reading my lovely friends' blog I found something fun in Aimee's blog :D
It was quite interesting and challenging that's why I want to try it on my own :D I hope that I can keep it up :D
Goodluck to me :">

100 Days Photo Challenge!
Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts about you 
Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest 
Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show 
Day 04 - A picture of yourself and a family member
Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory 
Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day 
Day 07 - A picture that makes you laugh 
Day 08 - A picture of your most treasured item 
Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
Day 10 - A picture of someone you do the craziest things with 
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate 
Day 12 - A picture of something you love 
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist 
Day 14 - A picture of your favorite store 
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die 
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you 
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently 
Day 18 - A picture of the sexiest Woman alive
Day 19 - A picture of something you love to do. 
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel 
Day 21 - Your favorite pair of shorts 
Day 22 - A picture of something you never leave the house without 
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book 
Day 24 - A picture of someone you miss 
Day 25 - A picture of you from last year 
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you 
Day 27 - A picture of your favorite night 
Day 28 - A picture of your favorite place in the world 
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile
Day 30 - A picture of your favorite quote 
Day 31 - A picture of your favorite quote, in your handwriting 
Day 32 - A picture of your favorite place to eat
Day 33 - A picture of somewhere you went today 
Day 34 - A picture of your dream house 
Day 35 - A picture of someone you’re told you look like 
Day 36 - A picture of something you can’t function without 
Day 37 - A picture taken at school 
Day 38 - A picture of your favorite drink 
Day 39 - A picture of your favorite food 
Day 40 - A picture of your favorite pair of shoes 
Day 41 - A picture of your favorite weather 
Day 42 - A picture of your favorite sport 
Day 43 - A picture of you celebrating 
Day 44 - A picture that describes your life 
Day 45 - A picture of your favorite cartoon character
Day 46 - A picture that you edited 
Day 47 - A picture of your favorite animal 
Day 48 - A picture of you more than 10 years ago 
Day 49 - A picture of you and your best friend(s) 
Day 50 - A picture of the last movie you saw in theaters 
Day 51 - A picture of you wearing sunglasses 
Day 52 - A picture of you dressed up 
Day 53 - A picture of you in a car 
Day 54 - A picture of a stuffed animal 
Day 55 - The last thing that you bought 
Day 56 - A ticket from somewhere you've been 
Day 57 - Something Pink 
Day 58 - A picture of you when you had a new haircut 
Day 59 - A picture of you at prom 
Day 60 - A picture of you at a sports game 
Day 61 - What's in your fridge? 
Day 62 - Your current school photo 
Day 63 - The view from your bedroom window 
Day 64 - Something yellow 
Day 65 - A picture of you at a park 
Day 66 - Something heart shaped 
Day 66 - A picture of you doing something childish
Day 67 - A picture of your favorite holiday 
Day 68 - A picture of a bag you own 
Day 69 - A picture of a crazy night out 
Day 70 - A picture of someone you don't go a day without talking to 
Day 71 - A picture of you doing something you love 
Day 72 - A picture of your favorite Disney character.
Day 73 - A picture of what your wore today. 
Day 74 - A picture taken professionally 
Day 75 - A picture of you receiving a reward 
Day 76 - A picture of your Grades/Report card 
Day 77 - A picture of you and friends making silly faces 
Day 78 - A picture of you in the dark 
Day 79 - A picture of your fave childhood toy 
Day 80 - A picture of someone you think is hot 
Day 81 - A picture of your most frequented place 
Day 82 - A class picture. 
Day 83 - A picture of your fave talk show host 
Day 84 - A picture of something you’re excited about 
Day 85 - A picture of your favorite holiday 
Day 86 - A picture of someone who helps you with school 
Day 87 - A picture of someone you grew up with 
Day 88 - A picture of your dream car 
Day 89 - A picture of you at a hotel 
Day 90 - A picture of something you collect 
Day 91 - A picture of you and your friends playing a game 
Day 92 - A picture of your school 
Day 93 - A picture of your favorite board game 
Day 94 - A picture of you and your friends eating 
Day 95 - A picture of you on a plane 
Day 96 - A picture of your favorite movie 
Day 97 - A picture of something you no longer have 
Day 98 - A picture of you and your friends out somewhere 
Day 99 - A picture that was first on your facebook 
Day 100 - A picture of you smiling

And I am going to have so much fun for next 100 days :D 

The Process

      Last Tuesday, my lovely girlfriend, Aimee, gave me an adorable key-chain :D I truly love it :D it has a cute yellow butterfly on it :D But then few seconds later, she told me that I must read what was written on it. "MOVE ON" that's the thing written on the lovely key-chain :D I smiled and told her that I am already doing it :D. Yes, I am moving on :D trying to forget all the feelings and all the memories! It was really hard but then it taught me so many things. It made me realize that everything is possible, you just have to strive for it.
      "If you really want to be happy! Let go of the things that hurts you.", and this quote was true. One can really find happiness when he/she was able to accept the fact that things that hurts you, were not meant to be. We must keep in mind that if it hurts you, it is not for you. We must live a happy life because everyone deserves to have it. We must not suffer from the pain, instead we must find the thing that will really make us happy. Holding onto something that was not meant for you will just make you suffer and bring you away to your real happiness :D Everyone deserves to be happy! that's why LET GO OF THE PAST AND MOVE ON TO SEE WHAT FUTURE WILL BRING YOU!
       And for me, I will wait for the right time, right place and right person :D It can be too long but I will wait :D because I know it was worth it :D I will enjoy my life to the fullest :D

 -Menggay ♥

MY SECOND HOME


Nung una kong pasok sa UP actually hindi ako sa CB unang napatambay! Hindi ko kasi mahanap! Ang laki kasi ng Diliman! pero buti na lang nung napadaan ako sa may Chem Pav ay natanaw ko si Trizia at Regine tapos aun ;) hinatak nila ako dun. Nung una ay nahihiya din ako sa CB kasi magkakakilala na sila tapos ako hindi ko talaga sila kilala pero dahil sa mababait silang lahat at magagandang makisama eh hindi rin nagtagal ay naging close na rin ako sa kanila :D actually naging isa pa sa pinakamaingay :D
Ang UPCBI ay ang pamilya ko sa unibersidad na ito :D Ito ung lugar kung saan lahat ng stress at pagod ko ay nawawala :D At kung saan lahat ng kasabawan at kaaningan ko ay lumalabas :D hahaha!

UPCBI is where my heart belongs ♥ I LOVE UPCBI :*

- Lady Charmaine "Menggay" Biton, 2009-20957 BS Statistics

(This is just a short testimonial about my lovely org :D actually for me it not an org XD it is my family inside our busy university :D this is the place where I can go whenever I have problems, and all of them will be willing to help me! I love the jokes, the laughte, the fun and everything in CB :DMy college life will never be complete without them :D That's why I CB will be forever in my heart ♥)